Monday, December 20, 2004
Everything looks perfect from far away.
Sunday, December 19, 2004
The cookie party is over. 7 1/2 hours of baking, hours of prep, hours of cleanup. This was the easy part. Dad arrives tomorrow. I'm so uptight that he's going to drop some major bombshell, like he's eloped with L or something. I just want to have a pleasant Christmas. That's all.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
It's amazing that it's been so long since I've blogged anything here. I was busy with NaNoWriMo through November, and I guess I just don't have much to say, or much that I want to say. The summary version is that I've gone off the antidepressants, I desperately need to talk to my mother, I'm starting to wonder if my husband thinks I'm more trouble than I'm worth, and I feel a burning need to cry. I feel so lonely. How did it all come to this?
